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Welcome To the Ward A2, Room 7a! May we present DeorcFata! Name: Heidi Location: San Diego, California Diagnosis: Scitzophrenic, bi polar, depressed, anxiety Bio: Im insane. I dont trust the world. Chances are I will be a bitch to you at one point or another. I love the idea of being a little girl or a doll. I wish that I never grew up, and at the same time i cant wait to get over with it. My mind works in strange ways, and sometimes I still think Im stuck in Wonderland. Im in love with the most amazing person ever, he is the love of my entire life. My favorite color is blue, but i get lost in black. I wish I could be a million things all in one, and religion interests me. I do not claim any god or deity except Thrax, nor will I ever. I despise repeating myself! I love animals, and seeing them die makes me cry. Im like a candy that is sweet on the outside but the deeper you go the more sour it becomes. My thoughts are more intense then yours, and I will make these assumtions. Yes, I think Im better then you. I also think that im worse then you, I'm a fucking walking contradiction. I get lost to easy. Help me? My eye's will tell you a million thing, dont believe a single thing. Im the second biggest brat in the world. I like sitting with Thrax and feeling important. Fuck you. I love you, but dont ever believe it. I wish fairies were real...and they are. My world is real despite the fact that you will never see it. When i was little I used to believe that my parents would tell me there was something magical about me, and Im still waiting for that day. I adore fake things. I love natural beauty. I will love you more if you are honest with me. I tried explaining myself the best i fucking could. Some of you who already know me will read this and be like that isnt Heidi at all! And i will just laugh.   Committed to our asylum since: Feb 05 View my LiveJournal

Her Answers to the latest Group Therapy Survey:

1. Sleep with or without clothes on? With

2. Prefer black or blue pens? black

3. Dress up on Halloween? Of course: P

4. Like to travel? Definatly

5. Like someone? Nah : P Of coarse!

6. Do they know? Im pretty sure he does.

7. Who sleeps with you every night? Well not every night, but Thrax and I sleep next to each other on the weekends. And during the week my stuffed animals.

8. Think you're attractive? Sometimes

9. Want to get married?If it doesnt compramise my finance's.

10. To? Thrax M.

11. Are you a good student? I have a 3.80

12. Talking to anyone? Nah im doing this!

13. Have you ever cheated? No! Never ever. And I dont think about it either > _ <

14. Birthplace? San Luis Obispo, California funny enough the hospital got turned into a insane asylum

15. Christmas or Halloween? Halloween

16. Colored or black-and-white photo? Color

17. Do long distance relationships work?Nope.

18. Do you believe in astrology? Yes, im a scorpio!

20. Do you believe in love at first sight? Mhm

21. Do you consider yourself the life of the party? Depends.

22. Do you drink? On occasion. Alcohol is such a vile drug.

23. Do you make fun of people? All the time.

24. Do you think dreams eventually come true? If you work hard enough.

25. Favorite fictional character? Anime Chicks who believe in shit.

26. Go to the movies or rent? Niether, im a pirate! Argh!

27. Have you ever moved? Yup.

28. Have you ever stolen anything? Yes, when I was a kid. I got caught and haven't done it since.(same)

29. How's the weather right now? Cold and cloudy i belive, its dark out.

30. Hug or kiss? Kiss

31. Last person you talked to on the phone? My friend Kym.

32. Last time you showered? Earlier today before going out.

33. Loud or soft music? Both.

34. McDonalds or Burger King? Burger King

35. Night or day? Night.

36. Number of pillows? 10

37. Piano or guitar? Piano

38. Future job? Nurse

39. Current job? Freeloading/model/student

40. Current love? Thrax.

41. Current longing? Food

42. Current disappointment? The list goes on quite a bit...Drama, loss of friend ships, bad photoshoots, dead pets, boots that dont fit, no money.

43. Current annoyance? Radio.

44. Last thing you ate? Chicken Noodle Soup

45. Last thing you bought? Party supplies

46. Most recent thing you are looking forward to? My birthday this sunday, and LOTD.

47. What are you hearing right now? An idiot on the radio.

48. Plans for this weekend? Lots of birthday celebration.

49. What did you do today? Shopped at thrift stores.

50. Pick a lyric, any lyric: "This was never my world, you took the angel away, ill kill myself to make everybody pay"